in the chaos you feel a lot like peace,
drowning out the noise in my head, creating magical stills.
a whole lot of fun and a whole lot of laughter,
the happiness is genuine and exists even moments after.
i see you look at me in a way no one else does,
it feels terrifying, your gaze intense like a thousand splendid suns.
would you be here when the days don't make sense, when everything seems heavy
and my body feels tense ?
i want to be okay with letting you in but how do i know you're for me ?
just like seasons change so do people and i don't want to be left picking up the pieces
all alone with a bottle on the beach.