Tired of wearing a smile just to blanket the pain 
Tired of acting stable and sane 
When my brain is critically damaged 
Tired of planning ahead when I know by morning I might wind up dead 
They said there was sunshine beyond the rain but I've only ever witnessed storms and thunder 
As I tried to keep my head above the water but the waves pulled me under .
Said he would be here by the morning but at the twelfth hour he pulled the rug
I'm no actress but I had to act up 
So I dressed up my persona like barbie 
Made it look all cute and bubbly 
While inside I was dead and deadly 
Venomous!  some will have to learn the hard way why love is spelt as evil backwardly