Look at her, she's ugly." These words spoken three years ago by someone I loved, they were like a punch in the gut. These were the words that made me realize the importance of self-love and acceptance, and motivated me to focus on my own happiness rather than seeking validation from others.

As I stood before the mirror on that fateful day, a profound shift occurred within me. I came face to face with the undeniable truth that a transformation was imperative. Burdened by my own vices and the neglect I had subjected myself to, I could scarcely recognize the person staring back at me.

The pain that engulfed me in that moment was unique and profound. Throughout my childhood, I had experienced various forms of pain, from being beat to being shamed for my size by my mother . However, this particular anguish was unlike anything I had encountered before; it was an amalgamation of fury and indignation that surged through my veins.

Never again I said to myself. Nobody is ever going to make me feel like this again. I decided I was going to take it one day at a time to regain my confidence. I didn’t want to let the depression get the best of me , I didn’t want to die.

It all began with me standing naked in front of the mirror, speaking the words "I love you, you are beautiful" about ten times each day. Alongside this, I committed myself to the daily practices of meditation and journaling. Through these heartfelt endeavors, a profound journey of self-discovery unfolded, revealing the depths of my true essence.

As I embarked on this personal odyssey, a gradual realization dawned upon me. I started to recognize the deeply ingrained programming and negative beliefs that had been implanted within me since my childhood. It became a process of unlearning and releasing the burdensome weight of these detrimental convictions, allowing my authentic self to emerge.

Layer by layer, I peeled back the conditioning that had masked my true identity, liberating myself from the confines of societal expectations and judgments. With each repetition of self-love affirmations and every moment of quiet contemplation, my inner strength grew. I nurtured a blossoming sense of self-worth, untangled the threads of negativity, and embraced a profound appreciation for the unique journey that had shaped me.

In the process, I transformed into an embodiment of authenticity, radiating with the inherent beauty that had always resided within my soul.

With newfound self-love and acceptance, I embraced the courage to step into the spotlight. Casting aside doubts and insecurities, I embarked on a journey that defied my own expectations.

Through dedication, perseverance, and an unwavering belief in myself, I flourished.

Now, as I stand before the camera, my radiance shines through. Each pose and every gaze exude the confidence I've nurtured within. It's a testament to the strength that lies within all of us, waiting to be discovered and celebrated.

This journey has taught me that beauty extends far beyond mere appearances. It's about embracing one's uniqueness, individuality, and inner strength. By breaking free from societal constraints and pursuing my dreams, I've discovered a beauty that is truly captivating.

So, look at her now, she’s stunning.