So this man waited until after we had sex to tell me that he was becoming a father? Really Jayson? I wanted to cuss him out, but instead, I just sat there without saying a word. It felt like someone had pierced a knife through my heart, and while Jayson started apologizing for hurting me, my eyes welled up with tears. When he noticed I was crying, he wrapped his arms around me and kissed my forehead. He’d never been this affectionate, so it caught me off guard…

After crying my eyes out in his arms, I told Jayson I couldn’t deal with a baby. When we met, he already had his daughter, and I had mine, so that was fine, but this was different. It hurt because even though we started as FWB, I still visualized us having our own blended family one day. According to Jayson, we could still have that, and he was willing to prove it to me. I felt irritated and asked why it took him five years and a whole baby to get to this point?...

The way he started stuttering told me he was trying to come up with some weak excuse like he always did. Ugh! I needed to be alone and process this mess by myself, so I told Jayson to leave, but instead of respecting my wishes, he pulled me closer and started kissing my neck. This should’ve been the moment where I’d pushed him off me and escorted him out, but I didn’t. I let this man pick me up and carry me to the bedroom, where he did things to my body that I can’t share online… 

While Jayson was fast asleep, my mind was all over the place, so I texted Kayla. I had avoided her since I let Jayson back in because I knew she’d ask if I’d lost my proper mind, but I needed to talk to her. Kayla and I had been besties since high school. I loved her like a sister, and we shared everything. That girl was my ride or die, and she couldn’t stand Jayson nor how he treated me, so when she read my text and started typing, I was prepared to get lectured…

After about a minute, Kayla stopped typing and just left me on read. Within seconds, Jayson’s phone started flashing. I expected him to wake up, but he didn’t, so my nosy ass took his phone to see who was texting. I couldn’t unlock his screen, but I did see someone named KS texting him, asking WTF he was doing at my house. KS were Kayla’s initials. Stay tuned for part 4.

Ps: I'm currently writing the first season of this show, and for inspiration purposes I'm sharing a version of it on AMAKA, to see how people respond to it. So I would love to hear your opinion!