As I stood in front of the mirror observing my body, I wondered if Jayson would notice I had gained weight. He was on his way, and I was nervous AF. After not talking to each other for six months, I unblocked his number today. Hearing this man's voice again made me question why I waited so long to let him back in. I mean, I knew we were just FWB, and even though I craved a deeper connection, I loved him, and he made me feel good, but I did plan on making some changes…
I had no idea what to wear. Since we would be meeting at my house, I didn't want to overdress and look thirsty. I just needed to look hot enough for him to realize what he'd been missing all these months. Also, I was not going to have sex with him today; he would have to re-earn that privilege. I just wanted to have an honest conversation about whatever we had, set some new rules, and take my power back…
While glossing my lips, I heard the doorbell ring, and my heart skipped a beat. When I looked at the camera to see who was standing outside, a flock of butterflies exploded in my belly. It was Jayson, and he was looking straight into the camera. I could feel his eyes piercing my soul. OMG, I hated that he still had this effect on me. As I walked to the hallway to let him in, my palms started getting sweaty…
When I opened the door, I felt all the good intentions I'd set earlier that day floating out of my mind. Before Jayson could say something, I started kissing him. I'd missed this man so much, and the way he grabbed my waist while kissing me back told me he'd missed me, too. Jayson undressed me right then and there, and after experiencing ten minutes of pure bliss against my front door, we were finally ready to talk…
As we sat on the couch and I laid my head on his shoulders, I felt safe and at peace. For a moment, it seemed like nothing had changed until we started talking, and everything fell apart. Someone was pregnant with Jayson's child. Stay tuned for part 3.

Ps: I'm currently writing the first season of this show, and for inspiration purposes I'm sharing a version of it on AMAKA, to see how people respond to it. So I would love to hear your opinion!