im trying to understand why this is something i cant let go of

why i think of you daily.

faint thoughts, but they pester me

frustrate me. because it is nothing but idealism

i dont know you!

i made sure to end it before i could know you

and have a real reason to feel for you

as im writing this, im realizing my mistake

feelings don’t involve reasoning

but they really should consider doing so.

because if they did. they’d see that we are no more

and what we will be is to be determined

yet im determined to think there is hope.

i deserve to have hope, i guess. i shouldnt crush my own dreams

i guess. ill leave that up to you

do you think of me too?