#1:Back After 7 months🤠🙈

Hello, Good day and Happy Sunday. Welcome to my blog 🤠(Yes I do have a blog, Welcome If you’re new here).This year is going by so fast, it’s a bit unreal like 🥲😮‍💨. This year has been really enlightening. I have learned so much and have been trying to learn new things or at least improve on the ones I have. The year was a bit disheartening for me, by this time there were a lot of things I hoped to have done. There were a lot of things I wanted to do or I hoped to have done but I wasn’t able to. This affected my writing because my writing comes from my experiences and I didn’t want to put out anything to avoid vulnerability and then I avoided writing so much I didn’t even know how to write anymore.Now I’m just trying to live in the moment and show up for myself and the things that are important for me step by step.

One thing I’m trying to learn this year is how to be comfortable with conflict or at least work with conflict healthily. Growing up my idea of conflict was that it’s unhealthy and it’s best to avoid it. This year I realised to a large extent that conflicts are great opportunities for growth and even they might be uncomfortable but you learn so much. Most especially inner conflict and inter-personal relationships too. Apart from interpersonal relationships, most humans are multi-faceted having different sides/personalities that don’t necessarily correlate with each other but are valid in their own righ as they all have a part to play in making who you are as a person and your overall world view. My main point is to see conflict as a chance for growth and deeper insight

I turned 21 this year and towards my 21st birthday, I was feeling very iffy and sad because I believe I can do EVERYTHING and I couldn’t do most of them. So for my birthday I made Fried rice and chicken for myself and for my twin which I got a lot of compliments on and I was sooo happy 🥰. It was like the Universe revealed to me how much is possible if I just put in effort and be consistent(Also cooking is very therapeutic to me) . I want to do so much and I can’t wait to do them(including posting more on my blog.

I also crocheted a lot this year I even hurt my elbow in the process. I crocheted a lot of things and I ended up giving out about 50% of them because I didn't like them. Then all of a sudden I started making my own designs and I think that is one of the most beautiful parts of being a creator. You’re going to create a bunch of things you don’t really like before you start before it starts to get good. Disclaimer: My writing might probably be corny, vulnerable, emo all that in the future before I start finding my feet.

I haven’t really watched anything this year I’ve mostly been watching old-timey romcom and comedy movies, I really love them. I watched Wolf of Wall Street recently and for music I’ve been mostly listening to Beyonce, I just listened to renaissance and one of my favorite songs on the album is Plastic Off The Sofa. If you read this far thank you for reading☺, subscribe to support or give me a thumbs up. If you have any topics you want me to write on or just want to say hi send me an email. Have a great week.Also I think this might be my blue steele look👇🏽👇🏽👇🏽.