Now, my head bowed while I walked was an unfamiliar sight, and it wasn't for anything shameful; it was just usually a matter of absentmindedness.
Walking with my straight face, head and shoulders high, was a routine for me. The days when you don't find me in that posture must be days when I'm planning a lot of things for the one who gave me pride.
"She's such a lucky one" became a stale compliment for me.
Of course, I needed to hear something new, something more prideful, a title that was higher than the best one there ever is.
The town knew me, but it's recognition was not enough. Being Mike's own was my identity, and I wanted it to be really visible.
You see, I really do not care if Mike is as obsessed as I am
I only think my efforts were rather enough to equalize our state of heart.
From boat cruises to plane seats to Lamborghini's space, our transport together was filled with moments that I didn't hide from the world
I was so in love.
I thought of Mike every single minute of my life
My tall, dark, elegant sweetheart with the most beautiful smile that ever existed.
Oh those eyes, where the only thing I see is his love for me
Never ever have I caught those eyes staring at another
Oh, what a lucky girl I truly am.
And Sheila, my Sheila, she is next to Mike in my heart
No one has ever interpreted my obsession with Mike like she does
She carries the expressions in my eyes and converts them to the most suitable words.
Oh, how I loved Sheila
I let her look at Mike and loved the way she did it
She was an understanding sweetheart who saw Mike through my lens.
She agrees that he is the most perfect man on earth
She literally joins me in worshipping him.
I let Sheila admire him as much as I do
I needed one person at least to see that all I do for Mike is not abnormal and it is just for love, and Sheila does just that.
My dear Sheila dared to take that opportunity to love Mike
Magically, she discovered a side of Mike that I never saw but needed to be loved
She saw it and cared for it
She hid him from the eager eyes searching for the next update on his life, and Mike totally loved that
Then she had all of Mike in secret.
Oh my world, I gained three times popularity through what was called a scandal, and this created another version of our story, which still remained the talk of the town.